Jim Carrey’s Girlfriend’s Autopsy Report Reveals The Heartbreaking Suicide Note She Left For The Actor

It’s been almost a year since Jim Carrey’s ex-girlfriend, Cathriona White, killed herself by overdosing on prescription medicine. The tragic incident took place in September of 2015, shortly after her dramatic breakup with Carrey.

At the time, it was reported by multiple sources that one of the reasons she committed suicide was because she didn’t want to go on without the actor. Well now new details are being released and her suicide note (that was addressed to Carrey) has been revealed.

In the note, she writes…

I’ve spent 3 days now in disbelief that you’re not here. I can go on brokenhearted and try to put the pieces back. I could, I just don’t have the will this time.

The police were the first people to find the note. White also included suggestions for her funeral. She left the decision up to Carrey, explaining that he was family and she trusted him to make the right decision.

I don’t really know about burial or that sort of thing. You are my family so whatever you choose will be fine. Please forgive me. I’m just not for this world.

She also signed the note “Dewdrop,” which People Magazine believes is a nickname Carrey called her. Sources close to the actor claim he did not breakup with White. They were allegedly just taking a break from each other, but they were reportedly still together.

Of course, the break (or breakup) can’t be blamed for her death. She was sick and needed help. In 2012, she reportedly tried to kill herself with pills after her father’s death.

Carrey sent out an emotional note following her death last year, “She was a truly kind and delicate Irish flower, too sensitive for this soil, to whom loving and being loved was all that sparkled.”